One of my goals every year is to simplify. Have less stuff. Keep only things that are meaningful to me. I've simplified my wardrobe, my home, even my scrapping. But not my photography.
I have long loved photography. When I got my SLR in 2002, I went over the top. I think I took over 100 rolls of film that year. I bought lenses. Filters. Played. Experimented. Developed some skills (at least I like to think so). I have 100s of photos from that year . . . and that's after purging even more.
Then I quit work to stay home with the kids and didn't have the resource to spend on my hobby. Now, buying and developing film became a lot more expensive, and I couldn't afford to practice as much.
Wanting a carry around with me camera and determined to only order photos that turned out well, I bought a digital point and shoot. In hindsight, I could have gotten a lot more camera for about the same amount of money, but live and learn. I LOVED the freedom afforded to me with digital--aside from the initial camera purchase, it was so much cheaper to only pay for the photos I want. Enlargements were easier. I could play with my photos with software. Though not having negatives kind of wigged me out, I loved that I could sit outside and take picture after picture. 140. 150. Of the kids playing. Pick the best and print them. I was saving huge amounts of money.
But I was taking huge amounts of pictures. It got overwhelming, really. A two hour outing to the gardens yielded over 60 photos. An afternoon in the pool . . .over a hundred. I was spending too much time behind the lens, and I wanted to get back in front and enjoy again. So I started taking fewer photos. Hardly ever used my film camera anymore--I don't know if it's the camera or what but my photos have been turning out horribly on film. Dark. Shadowy. And I know enough about light to know it's not all me. Then, a week before Christmas, my memory card died. I think it did--it just stopped working. I was left with only the internal memory of my camera . . . 12 photos at a time. 13 tops.
Right before Christmas. A time full of traditions, programs, parties, and gatherings that I wanted to capture on film.
But I only panicked for a bit. I used the film camera a bit but I was just more selective about what I took photos of with the digital. I experienced more and wrote more and had enough shots to make do. I couldn't afford a new memory card, so that wasn't an option. I simplified. And I liked it!
Since then, I've gotten used to my 12 photos per event camera. Last year at the farm show, I took almost 90 photos. This year, I took 13. I still have the same memories, but I don't have as many photos to look through or print . . . and I spent quite a bit more time enjoying the show rather than photographing it. It's been an exercise in simplification that's been pretty eye opening for me.
That all said, I'm still planning to upgrade to the Digital Rebel next month (I'm giddy writing that -- next month -- for years I've pined for this camera). I miss the photography aspect of photography. Using my lenses. Playing with exposure and shutter speed. The things I'll be able to do with the lenses I have now and the freedom of digital. Have a hankering to see if I can't start a little photography business eventually. Will I go back to taking tons of photos? Probably. But I think I'll be more selective as to when I take all those photos. I want to go back to enjoying my photography and not feeling like I have to get every single moment on camera . . . already, my children will have so many albums and so many photos that I fear they'll just throw them all out to avoid dealing with them (and then I'll come back after I'm dead to haunt them for it). And, though most people who have this camera recommend the 1 gig card, I think I'm going to go for a smaller one. Cheaper, for one.
And simpler for another.